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Dustin's Diary

A look at the day's happenings and thoughts. ~Read at your own discretion. This blog is from the mind of the author and contains opinions that are of the author. It is no way endorced by any other company or any other body.

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I am an enigma. A perfect right hand middle man living safely supported on the edge. Complicatedly simple or simply complicated, that's for you to decide. I lose the games I play & win the ones I don't. I'm not here to play games. I'm here, there, everywhere. Often I like to feel as if I'm the world. Other times I want to melt into the scenery. I see myself as a familiar stranger standing along the street as life speeds by. I like strangers & love my friends. I laugh when people fall but offer a helping hand. I hate people but love working with the public. The Constitution is wrong, all men are not created equal; they should be. I believe that not everyone has the same opportunities; it's what you do with the ones that lay before you that determine who you become. I like to walk. Running is too fast; but some roses are meant to be seen & not smelled. Time is an illusion created by man. I’ll create it for those who are willing to do the same. Your birthday is important to me & hope mine is to you. I tend to give more than I receive. Respect & appreciation are key. Conversation is a gold mine; knowledge is wealth & power. My intelligence is my most prized possession, don't insult it.

Saturday, January 24, 2004

Yesterday was ok. Went fast. Classes were interesting. I keep running into Matt a lot this semester. Odd. My religious studies class is really getting interesting. I just don't know. I came home and ended up going out with Dannielle to see Lord of the Rings for the last and final time. Came home, talked to Daniel and went to bed.

Today started out ok. But it's ended so crappy. I watched some TV and then headed over to Shawna's to hang out with her for the first time since my birthday. Just my luck on my way there I smash my car into a bank. GREAT!! She and I go to Wal*Mart do little shopping, we go to the theatre, and to Perkins. It was nice. I really enjoyed the time with her.

Throughout the day tho I am noticing more and more my own faults and defects both physically and personality traits. I'm dwelling on them too much. I find it odd that people seriously find me attractive. I just don't see it. I don't think I am. I look into the mirror and see all that is wrong with me. I avoid looking directly at my face when doing my hair. I can't stand the sight of looking at my own face. I portray being confident only because confidence is attractive and I know people think so. Oh goodness... I have such a complex. I need to get over it and grow up.

Today was a load of crap and I got a lumpy one. 1 star

posted by Dustin | 2:16 AM

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