Grasping

The life that conquers is the life that moves with a steady resolution and persistence toward a predetermined goal. Those who succeed are those who have thoroughly learned the immense importance of plan in life, and the tragic brevity of time.- W.J. Davison

Have you ever felt so stuck, that it feels as if time is not passing you by, but instead, that it has just completely stopped and it may never begin again but then it suddenly starts and instead of picking up where it left off it's skipped light years ahead and is now spinning totaly out of control with no way of regaining any grasp on what has become of your life?

An easy answer would be: Just pick up where you left off. No, it's not possible when everyone and everything else has progressed so far beyond the point that the only thing left to do is admit defeat or face the turbulant journey of trying to catch up. Where does one muster the strength or the will power to do either one of those things?

Do you think it's possible to to make a decision and have that decision not only be the obviously right and true decision but also the biggest mistake of your life? What do you do? Make the right choice knowing it'll be a mistake or do you make the wrong choice knowing that it too is a huge mistake?

All this and much more is to blame for my not posting. The truth is that when I have time to sit down and post I'm way to frazzled and overloaded with thoughts. If I can't get them in order for myself to how would I ever be able to convey them in a reasonably comprehendable way for you.

But now that my thoughts are coming clear and concise I should be able to post more. It's now about what to do with the decisions I've made.