The direst foe of courage is the fear itself, not the object of it, and the man who can overcome his own terror is a hero and more. -George MacDonald

Omgoodness. I really am a bad blogger. Though a lot of my lacking in posting is not my fault. It's a little hard to do much of anything online when the internet is down more than it's up. Everytime I went to post, the net would stop working. So since my last post I attended a series Halloween parties with Casey. I had a good time at the parties and ran into a bunch of people I knew, including Rachael Shonk (the last of the Ranger Rachaels). You can never escape an EPCOT Rescue Ranger. We are everywhere. Then on Halloween night I went to Parliament House. My costume this year wasn't as good as past years but for a spur of the moment costume, I did well. Then we had election day. Being a Bush supporter I am pleased with the outcome. I don't trust Kerry. At least with Bush I know where he stands because he's to dumb to hide it. lol On a mutual day off Jenn, Natalia, Stewart & myself decided to go character hunting. That was a good time. I enjoy hanging out with them. On a second mutual day off Jenn & I went to downtown Disney. (Be sure to check out all the newly uploaded pictures) Other than all that not to much more has been happening.

Over the course of the past few days I've come to obtain a toothache that is gradually getting worse. Today my throat and tummy has decided to join the pain band wagon. I would love to go see a doctor but with no medical insurance and only making $6 an hour, I could never afford it. Disney offers the CP's nothing. If we get sick well that's just too damn bad. Show up for work and we'll be ok. If it weren't for the constant pain, the lack of sleep, not being able to eat or drink anything and not being able to function normally then I could handle the toothache but... it hurts. =0(

Last night I went bowling with Rangers Jenn, Sarah, Silenceux, Max, Charlie and Esmerelda. Bob & Megan from deployment later joined us. It was a good night. I believe was all had a good time. I had to work at 9 am this morning. I was sent to do Test Track Merchandise. In my condition I was not to thrilled with a high volume situation. Aaron trained me in Photo Edit and I stayed most my day doing something pertaining to photo, which was ok. I put in an ER request but it was pending right up til my bump off the clock. At least I didn't get force extended.

Between being ill and constantly being on the move the past week I've not really had much time to think or to take some me time. I just may do that tonight. It'll be good for me. More and more everyday Disney makes me want to be an alcoholic. I'm starting to get drunk almost any chance I get. I don't think I like that. Hopefully when I get home I'll be able to jump back on track. Speaking of going home. I received my passcode in the mail to schedule my classes but I forgot all my class information at home. So I had to email my academic advisor to retrieve that info but he's yet to get back to me and that was about a week ago. Luckily my mother called me and I remembered that I still had a list of classes, that I was to take this fall semester, so I had her read them off to me. So I now have everything I need to schedule my classes for the spring. Hopefully I'll be able to get the ones I need and want. Hopefully I'll be able to go home.

I miss home. I miss my mom. I miss Daniel. I miss Shawna. I miss my dog.