Happiness Cat

"Happiness is like a cat. If you try to coax it or call it, it will avoid you. It will never come. But if you pay no attention to it and go about your business, you'll find it rubbing up against your legs and jumping into your lap." -William Bennett

Yeah, right. I've been waiting for 23 years. I think my happiness cat's dead.

So my tape is on the desk of the Survivor people... now I just have to wait until late July to find out if I made the first cut of 800 interviews. Though I'm sure I at least made it that far, lol. I have no patience for this. I wanna know now.

I had yesterday and today off. It was nice. Unfortunately it's back to work tomorrow. However, it is Friday so that means that I do not have Research Writing class. She goes to Ocean City to gamble and get drunk every weekend so she decided to have Fridays as a free day. She's nuts.

Hmm... that's all I got, lol. I'm too tired to think.

Keeping It Up

"You can stand tall without standing on someone. You can be a victor without having victims." -Harriet Woods

Dustin's on a roll. I'm keeping up my blogging streak.

Not much new has happened in the past couple of days. I don't really have time to have anything happen. It's to school and then to work and then home to do homework and then to bed just to get up and do it again. And then on the days I don't have work it's all about getting caught up on one of the two English projects that she's assigned us.

So why did Dustin lapse in posting...? Well, other than being busy, there is one other major reason. My blog used to pull in 500 hits a month but I've been on a steady decline and am around 100 this month. So I feel what's the point... but then maybe if I posted more I'd get more hits. So I guess I should start posting more and see what happens, huh.

I think we should have a little Q&A. Anyone have any questions?

Grave Digging

"Sometimes I just suck as a human being and sometimes I just plain suck at life but it keeps going and I just keep going right along with it." ~Me

Well now - I have been gone a long time, haven't I? People are starting to demand a post or my death certificate. I do apologize Ashley, I don't mean to leave my stalker out in the cold about my wheelings and dealings.

So here's where Dustin stands in life - the other day (Thursday night to be exact) I had one of the best sex sessions I've had in a long, long time. It felt good. I have also finished filling out my application and making my application video for Survivor. It is on it's way to California. Hopefully you will soon see me on TV. Won't that be nice.

Now to talk about less important things. I am still unhappily working at Perkins. I can now see why the General Manager committed suicide a few years back. That place is enough to drive people crazed. The ironic thing is that there are two people that work there that are clinically nuts, doctors excuse and all. Great, huh? Dustin has also recently started back to school. I was supposed to be taking Research Writing and Teaching Elements in Math but they dropped my math course so I picked up French instead. IUP does love to screw people over. Summer sessions are no joke. I am so bogged down with work, which is one huge reason why I've not posted. I have at;east 4 hours worth of homework every day. My English prof is a douche. She's worse than a fag in a mirrored fun house. She's so easily distracted by everything. She'll go off on tangents about gambling and getting drunk. As a matter of fact we do not have class Fridays so that she can go do these things. I can learn in her class.... the teaching style is too loose and structured. Je ne comprends pas. French, however, I'm excelling at, of course.

Anyway, between work and school and homework, I've not got much of a life. I don't do much now, not that I ever really have but I can't even if I wanted to, lol. I would however like to do a bit of traveling after summer school is over. And I have every intention on doing so.